Missing Andrew

I miss Andrew. Period.

No explanation needed.

I miss him.

I hold Lynnand just find her to be so special and wonderful. I love her so much and am so grateful that she is with us.

And then I think of Andrew. How I held him. How I loved him when he was with us. And I miss him. I wish we had more pictures to capture his memory better.

He will just be a name to her. A face in a picture. I wonder how he will affect her through the rest of us who knew him and grieve his loss.

But in the end, I just miss him.

I love you little special. I just love you so much.